I'm not much for having personal messages on this blog. I prefer just posting patterns but I need to get this off my chest.
My brother died about two months ago and he had been ill earlier this year. It was of his on making but I still hoped he would give his old life up and enjoy life but I guess he didn't have it in him. It seemed he was on the right track after the first bad incident and spending a month in intensive-care and then some months in rehab. But he turned to the dark side again only a week after release. I'm trying to see it the way that he had a good week after rehab, he spent it with his girlfriend and pets, they went to restaurants and he seemed to enjoy life. Then he went missing and turned up at the hospital and this time he didn't make it. He was 37.
He abused drugs most of his life and they destroyed his body and then he drank himself to death.